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like i said in da previous post..lifes a b*tch..ain't it? well...dats true le..even if ur like super filthy rich..you'd have ur sad days..days where you'd just wanna lock urself out from this world...and you just dont wanna talk to anyone..and all you want is silence and being with just yourself..its pretty normal if u feel dat way...No ur not weird..you're just human...trust me..havin feelings like that is much better than having to cut yourself to check if your still alive or not..

but then there are limits for being sad..we should'nt be sad for too long..cuz once this happens...our mind is gonna be stuck to it..umm..lets just say sadness, depression, anger, hate and jealousy are types of drugs..and our mind is a junkie..then happiness, joy, laughter and love are many forms of rehabs..yea..its kinda like that...once ur mind gets hooked to it..its gonna be stuck on a loop..ur gonna feel like that for a long time...and i guess the only way u can stop the addiction to these 'drugs'..is by finding the right form of rehab..happiness..laughter..and maybe...love?

so how long..is "long"? well...i don't know bout u guys but this is what i think..if you're sad..its okay to just let it be for a while..days..maybe weeks..months if its really bad..just let it be...but then there will be day when u wake up in the morning..and you're gonna feel..confused..and you're gonna have lotsa questions..wheneva u ask questions like "whats my purpose in lfie?"..THATS when you know that u have a problem..and you're mind is already hooked to it.."drugs" i mean..so there isn't really a certain period of time that is needed to get ur mind hooked to it..

but hey...things dont always have to go that way ya know..yeaa..theres lotsa reasons why you're crying right now..in your eyes..or in you're heart..even if ur a guy..its not wrong..like i said..we are just human..whether if you're not doing well in school..your parents fight..sibling rivalries..that special someone ignores and avoids you..there should be a time where you should stand up and forget all about it and finally take charge of your life...yeaa..but then..its easier said then done right? i was thinking that..whoever dat reads this..and if he or she has a problem..maybe you could just write ur problem down as a comment for this post...no u dont have to put your name..cuz sometimes..writing down your problems really do help...but then again..i doubt anyone reads all this..cuz people normally visit girl's blogs where they talk about the weather...which mall they shop at..and have plenty of colors and pictures of food..and stuff..maybe im just not popular..haha..i mean..the chat box is like dead..ahh..i don't care..

but then..writing down all your problems..and telling yourself..ill get over it..ill move on..wont help much..for some..it wont even help at all..but hey..its a start..

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cyen/tristan