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Its been a while since i blogged or doodled..yep lots of stuff to say..

Wheneva i dont blog or doodle..that probably means im REALLY busy (which is not often), or i am just being beaten down and dragged around..hate how it feels but dats life..hate it..but i cant end it..

"Theres just too many questions poppin up in my mind right now..

To be honest, i'm scared to answer them because..

None of the answers eases the pain..

Nothing eases the pain..wish there was something..

So what now?

What now???

I don't know what kept me going for all this years..

I cannot believe im about to say this but..

I guess i was BLIND..

Cuz my eyes now see nothing but DECEIT and FAKE smiles..

Sometimes I really wish i was BLIND..

I already FORGOT what i saw in LIFE that had me dying to save it..

Yes i am EMO right now..

I'm tired of always being there.."






cyen/tristan