the why of what i do

this post right here is going to be all about the upcoming camp that i am going to host...some might find this a bit unpleasant but i am just stating facts and accepting them is just part of life...

So lets start, next week, 7 GTS will be having a camp called Traplex and me, being the ASSL (not important, if u have no clue what that is just ignore it) i will be hosting the camp along with other of my senior scouts and excos...for the past 2 weeks, my excos has hosted quite a number of meetings to prepare for the camp and i hardly attend them...im not lazy, but im just not interested in scouting anymore..for me, my scouting days was dead and buried back in o6'..but i still do give advice and help out whenever they ask for me..and another thing about the meetings i dont like is the ex-scouts that visit the meetings..really, this should be one of the mysteries of life...they are no longer in scouts..they have good things going in their life but YET, they want to butt in and do nothing except pile the pressure on my excos..I dont mind them coming and just look around, cuz maybe they've just got time to burn but for those who come and criticise the exco's work, think of the worst thing dat can happen to them, i wish that happens...

Times change and what was before will not be now..thats the fact and everyone has to accept it..and after all this is my camp and i can do whatever i damn well please..but honestly speaking, coming back to form 6 and taking up this ASSL post isnt what i want..IF i had a choice, i would rather go somewhere else..but then i have to come back to form 6..and i am given the post so why cant some people just LIVE with it..whats so nice about being the leader of people..i don't like to boss people around and i hate scolding people..its just not me...

ALL i want for this camp is for everyone to enjoy it and remember it..and NOT spend THOUSANDS of hard earn money on stupid lame brain structures...why is this so hard for people to understand?? and for those who are attending the camp, do not force me to exercise my ASSL authority on you..like i said, i dont like scolding people..but sadly, i think its going to happen anyway...

so thats it for this post.. =)

cyen/tristan