It gets lower! who knew!

Okay, day 5..today isnt that bad..about my post "72nd hour..bla bla"..when i said argument..it was between me and me mum..well..5th day now..and its not getting any better..i think its getting worse..well this hurts..it really does..and i dont know why i can even blog about this...we hardly talk now..uhh..im in this four walls..theres just so much anger and hate..i don't know what to do now..seriously..there is NO ONE to turn to..well..i never did..ive had other problems before and i never cud feel any better...even when people try..thanks for trying..im just a very stubborn person..words can never get into my stupid thick head..

umm..anyway..like i said..today aint that bad..cuz i got to go out..well..mum didnt really said anything..i was like.."i'm going out..ill be back at around 5 something.."..then she just ignores..sigh*..i dont know how long can i take this..well..anyway..i got to go out eventually..played badminton with some friends..uhh..i tot i could relax my mind if i worked out...but..when i got back home..its back to square one..alone..quiet..and blogging this..uhh..ive got umm like..9 bucks left in my wallet..and if im goin out anytime soon..mum isn't gonna gimme anything tho..so i have 9 bucks left..so dat means no more going out...stay home and rot..

im done with new moon, so whats next..i got no car..i got no money..no book..theres so much that i dont have, that i think i might as well just count the things that i have..so here goes...umm..i cant think of one rite now..well theres...friends...but they're all busy..with gf..with other college friends..with work..with holiday trips...uh..so like i said..back to square uno..this is how i look now..

*sob sob* someone throw me a life line