TRAUMATIC and PAINFUL EXASPERATION
TRAPLEX
TRAPLEX
Its done and its dusted..i can go back to doing nothing and nobody will talk to me..when i dont do anything..ppl wont have to come correct me in whatever i do..and when i dont talk to anyone..ppl dont ruin my mood and at the same time..i dont ruin people's mood..its really tiring..physically and mentally..
2 weeks ago, i remember talkin to one of my ATLs about the point of doing work in front of people so that people acknowledge your effort but i think i am wrong..my job..really..hardly shows that i am working at all..but there is so much i have to care about..i am the oldest in the camp and it is definitely my responsibility to take care of my younger peers..no matter boy or girl i will kick them in the ass those who try to harm them..
for this camp, i wanted everyone to enjoy and i dont want participants to spend so much for camp..and by doing so...i have received to much criticism and crap from so many ex scouts...ppl make fun of me and belittle my abilities but i could care less..and i even had a war of words with one of my ASM...just so that i can continue my goal..to have a camp free of stress and unhappiness..i knw the camp still had flaws and it isnt exactly a fun camp but i did my best and i have no regrets in that..and i believe i am the most down-to-earth ASSL ever in 7GTS history..no ASSL has ever went down to the level of participants to play and joke around with them..but i wanted ppl to have fun and i think i am the most capable to make people laugh and i am not about to let this chance slip away..
i invented games and jokes to keep people smiling..there was a game where participants could guess the song that i play on the PA system and if they got it right, i would reward them with a can of drink..i was practically giving away cash and of cuz i could only achieve this with the help of some of my friends, Joe jin, Kiatisak and a few more..and one of my ASM, Eiven..to my surprise, the game got people really excited and of course i gave away cash..just like a real life radio station..
despite the fact that i did a lot..i am not denying that my other excos of their ability..some of the excos did a lot too..and i am very proud of them..the one i am most proud of is of course, Matthew..to me..he is maybe the least favorite in the board of excos but then he did his job..just like me..what we do is normally behind the scene and discrete..our efforts would probably wont be noticed and be deemed as not working at all by others but i know he has done is part and he is lucky to have 3 good and supportive ATLs..all 4 has done mistakes but these mistakes is just part of the learning process that i am putting them tru...the 4 of them has received to much criticism and i am always there to back them up and support their ideas..they are just 16 and no one should receive so much heat and pressure at that age..
but then again..i am not exactly proud of the board of excos this year..there are those who are unprofessional in their working ethics and that just upsets me..i gave strict orders that i will not tolerate love entanglements but then again, there are those who ignore and would not listen to me..i have learned my lesson 2 years back and i do not want to see anyone else pay the price for some random crush..it is just not worth it..but if they are just going to do whatever they like..then i am sorry, i am going to ignore them also..because i am just too busy to settle childish games..
overall, all i can say is, i would rather talk to the participants and make them happy...and of course my leng lui fan club..so if there are any fans reading this..you have been awesome and free autogprahs for u guys!!
but then again, i am just glad it is all over and i wont have many memories bout this camp..friends yes..i got quite a lot of new friends and i wish to keep in touch with all these new friends..whether you are a participant or an Exco, add me up on MSN..the email is chongyen5@hotmail.com..anyways..THANK GOD ITS OVER AND GOOD RIDDANCE TO ALL THE ANNOYING PEOPLE!!
this are the people i would like to thank:
Eiven
Joe Jin
Kiatisak
Mou Jian (even after he helped cobra so much)
Weng Hin
Alex
Omar
Wen Ping
Wai Kin
Boo Aik
Jon Wen
Francis
Eddy
Hon Sern
Matt
Daniel
Pheng Sheng
Jit Shen
Pokemon kid and her "Pokemon C..G..H..S.." buddies
7GTS PLs
Unit 1 - (its good to see the maturity i have been expecting from you guys)
and of course - Leng Lui Fan Club (its not the amount of work you do, being there was more than enough)
cyen/tristan
2 weeks ago, i remember talkin to one of my ATLs about the point of doing work in front of people so that people acknowledge your effort but i think i am wrong..my job..really..hardly shows that i am working at all..but there is so much i have to care about..i am the oldest in the camp and it is definitely my responsibility to take care of my younger peers..no matter boy or girl i will kick them in the ass those who try to harm them..
for this camp, i wanted everyone to enjoy and i dont want participants to spend so much for camp..and by doing so...i have received to much criticism and crap from so many ex scouts...ppl make fun of me and belittle my abilities but i could care less..and i even had a war of words with one of my ASM...just so that i can continue my goal..to have a camp free of stress and unhappiness..i knw the camp still had flaws and it isnt exactly a fun camp but i did my best and i have no regrets in that..and i believe i am the most down-to-earth ASSL ever in 7GTS history..no ASSL has ever went down to the level of participants to play and joke around with them..but i wanted ppl to have fun and i think i am the most capable to make people laugh and i am not about to let this chance slip away..
i invented games and jokes to keep people smiling..there was a game where participants could guess the song that i play on the PA system and if they got it right, i would reward them with a can of drink..i was practically giving away cash and of cuz i could only achieve this with the help of some of my friends, Joe jin, Kiatisak and a few more..and one of my ASM, Eiven..to my surprise, the game got people really excited and of course i gave away cash..just like a real life radio station..
despite the fact that i did a lot..i am not denying that my other excos of their ability..some of the excos did a lot too..and i am very proud of them..the one i am most proud of is of course, Matthew..to me..he is maybe the least favorite in the board of excos but then he did his job..just like me..what we do is normally behind the scene and discrete..our efforts would probably wont be noticed and be deemed as not working at all by others but i know he has done is part and he is lucky to have 3 good and supportive ATLs..all 4 has done mistakes but these mistakes is just part of the learning process that i am putting them tru...the 4 of them has received to much criticism and i am always there to back them up and support their ideas..they are just 16 and no one should receive so much heat and pressure at that age..
but then again..i am not exactly proud of the board of excos this year..there are those who are unprofessional in their working ethics and that just upsets me..i gave strict orders that i will not tolerate love entanglements but then again, there are those who ignore and would not listen to me..i have learned my lesson 2 years back and i do not want to see anyone else pay the price for some random crush..it is just not worth it..but if they are just going to do whatever they like..then i am sorry, i am going to ignore them also..because i am just too busy to settle childish games..
overall, all i can say is, i would rather talk to the participants and make them happy...and of course my leng lui fan club..so if there are any fans reading this..you have been awesome and free autogprahs for u guys!!
but then again, i am just glad it is all over and i wont have many memories bout this camp..friends yes..i got quite a lot of new friends and i wish to keep in touch with all these new friends..whether you are a participant or an Exco, add me up on MSN..the email is chongyen5@hotmail.com..anyways..THANK GOD ITS OVER AND GOOD RIDDANCE TO ALL THE ANNOYING PEOPLE!!
this are the people i would like to thank:
Eiven
Joe Jin
Kiatisak
Mou Jian (even after he helped cobra so much)
Weng Hin
Alex
Omar
Wen Ping
Wai Kin
Boo Aik
Jon Wen
Francis
Eddy
Hon Sern
Matt
Daniel
Pheng Sheng
Jit Shen
Pokemon kid and her "Pokemon C..G..H..S.." buddies
7GTS PLs
Unit 1 - (its good to see the maturity i have been expecting from you guys)
and of course - Leng Lui Fan Club (its not the amount of work you do, being there was more than enough)
cyen/tristan
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