About Me?

Life~

Hokay, I was asked to talk more bout myself and less on the other stuff. Yes yes, i do write a lot about football and other junk. Only a minority gets what I write so the majority has asked me to talk bout myself more instead of the 22 men and a sphere.

So lets begin: About me? Well where do I begin. Honestly, I did not have a proper planning on how I wanted to write this post so I'm just going to give it a go just like that. One thing is for sure, I am not going to start with my name because if you don't know my name then, what are you doing here?=P No, I am still not gonna write my name down. So lets start small, age. I am 19 this year, bah I am going to miss the "1" next year. *sigh* When is my birthday? Its on the seventh of April. I did a little search and I share the same birthday as Jackie Chan! Woohoo! Okay, this is something cool you guys can actually do by yourselves. Go to Wikipedia and type in the day and month of your birthday and they will show you all the important events, births and deaths on that particular date. Cool huh? Knock yourselves out.

Okay, lets move on. I have 2 elder brothers so that makes me the youngest, boohoo. They are currently both in Singapore, one working and one studying. I like them alot. It is a shocking because I know quite a number of people who can hardly click with their siblings but then there are those who are cool with each other. What do we do? umm, we watch cartoons together and we play computer/PS2 together. Despite the HUGE age difference, they are still so coooool with me. Okay enough bout them, more bout me huh. Okay me, what do I like? I like music, sports and art I guess.

Music, i've said it so many times so i wont talk much bout it lar. Its cool and I have loved it all my life. I don't know how to play any instruments but currently trying to learn the guitar. Progress? Horrible, hardly even started. Haha! First band ever liked was Savage Garden, still love them. Others are like Matchbox 20, Third Eye Blind, Blessid Union of Souls and of course BSB and N'sync(yes yes I am guilty). Okay next item, Sports. NOT going to talk bout this, I've been talking about the time but here are some facts. When I was in primary school, I was in the Yellow house, captained it while I spent a good 7 years in Cheeseman(Red House) in high school, proudly captained it for the last 2 years(Thanks to all my great friends in Cheeseman notably, Jashan, Kumar, my Vice Capts and my many Cheesekids). Enough of sports, lets move to Art!

Going to a new paragraph here. Art huh, ummm I started to draw ever since I could hold a pencil. Scribbled at first. Drew nonsense, just like you but then I got inspired by my eldest brother who is a quite an artist himself. He drew really really nice stuff so i just followed. I started to draw pictures of robots, monsters and other kiddy stuff(HEY! I was young and it was cool.). Other than drawing, I liked paper a lot. Me and my friend, Eiven use to MAKE our toys in school with just paper. We would crush them and mould'em. Twist and bend'em and make it into various cool objects, Ah memories! I remember I made a car before and and and...a Charizard and also other pokemons! Alright, I better calm down, I am getting a little over excited here.

Okay, whats next. Oh yeah I am quite a comedian myself. Well, I wouldn't wanna talk much bout that cuz some people might say, "pffft..wheres da proof huh? Im not laughing and he thinks he is a comedian?". But I am sure most of my friends would agree. Here is one situation I went tru a few years ago. Back in form 3, I think, I use to be in the Board of Wardens. Sounds cool huh. So anyways, I had this form 2 junior. My job was to pass down my unlimited wisdom to the lil twirp so I did but he kept laughing wheneva I spoke to him. So one day I asked him, "Dude, like seriously. What is your problem?" then he said, "Nothing nothing. Its your face, wheneva I look at you I feel like laughing." I took that as a compliment. =D and yea I checked that day, there was nothing stuck on my tooth or there was no booger hanging out from me nose. *ahem*

So okay, I think its a gift that I cud make random people laugh but I have to admit, I love it when people smile and laugh. I like making my friends laugh, for Joe Jin's case, I have to make sacrifices if I want to make my friends laugh. Haha!! You guys know what I mean and when i mean you guys I mean, (Eiven, Toh, Kia, Mou Jian, Tze Lun, Ywen, Terrence, Joel, Cyikz, Wen Ping, Razor...WELL the whole of PFS I would say, Sorry girls!) So another interesting fact here I realized that I always have the same answer whenever someone asks me "what do u look for in a girl" or questions with the same meaning as that. I would normally say that I would like the way she smiles or the way she laughs. It DOES make a lot of difference, and I do believe that everyone has their own smile and their own laughter, which on my opinion is just awesome.

So whats next? Umm, love? Lets keep this short. The word is pretty sensitive around here so lets just keep it brief. Me and Love dont go along pretty well. I am not exactly what people call an "ideal" boyfriend or boyfriend material. I've got no money and the only thing I can give is, myself but people don't need that when they've got themselves. Haha! Its kinda true if you think bout it. So thats it bout love, next I will be moving to some random thoughts from me.

I need to let out on some things on life. It might not be true but this is how I see it. I know I might be wrong but its just some of my thoughts that I wanted to let out. "Being Judged"..People are really scared to be judged. I have to admit, even I do get scared. Sometimes people do things not on their own free will but because they do not want to be judged badly. They want to do the right things in peoples' eyes. It might not always be the best choice, but as long as it is the RIGHT thing to do, no one cares. Why are we so scared to be judged? Here is another example, shocking but I think it happens. Picture this, a couple(boy and girl but works for boy/boy and girl/girl LOL). They started a relationship but after maybe a couple of weeks they started to have second thoughts but then they still soldiered on and push the relationship for a couple more weeks for a few more weeks before breaking up. Why do people do that? I would say its cuz they are scared to be judged by their friends and the public. So thats the example, no it migt not be a good example but I think you get what I mean.

What I am trying to say here is, when you do things, do the thing right, and not do the right thing(well if its the right thing then do it..aaargghh! its so hard to write this the way i am thinking it.). What you want to do might be the right thing but ITS what you want to do. ITS your life, why let someone else live it? If people wants to talk shit bout you, then let them do it cuz no one can stop them if they wanna smear shit all over their own mouth. Learn from our mistakes I would say. Haha, so thats it. That is what was on my mind, yea yea crappy and confusing as hell. To be honest I didn't know how to write it but like I said earlier, I didn't plan this before hand.

So thats it! random crap from me and bout me. Enjoy and hope you have a funderful day. Holiday has been boring as hell for me so don't ask =/

cyen/tristan