Let's Do This!

Life~

Tonight, I went to place to get my legs "fixed" and when I say "fixed" i meant get them massaged cuz they really really hurt. Why? Well, never play badminton if you did not do any warm-up. So anyways, the place I went to was the exact same place that I went to when I sprained my left arm back when I was 9 years old. I'm not sure if its "sprained" or "broken" but it just hurts like hell that time. When I was there just now, it really did bring me a lot of memories. I remember the last time I was there, I cried cuz I was in SO much pain and my dad couldn't get me to shut up. Haha but he was a smart man my father. He cheered me up by buying me a "Digimon", yes I was into stuff like that too when I was young. It seemed so expensive back then but he bought it and I stopped crying, well until the man started to massage my arm, then I was at it again. So just now when I was there I just kept looking around and noticed hw much things have changed around that place. =)

So anyway, I can only hope that happy times like that could repeat but i've been in so much stress lately. I've been spending a lot if time doing things for my sports house. A Captain's Sacrifice. Oh well, I was promised that it will only last till end of this month (Of all months, it had to be in April, *sigh*). So anyways, why did I get my legs messaged? Well, apart from the unbearable pain wheneva I bend my legs, my school is organizing a cross-country tomorrow in Youth Park. So yea, I am in NO condition to run when walking already hurts. But then again, A Captain's Sacrifice. But I think my legs are better now, but I won't know for sure until tomorrow morning when I start running.

To be honest, I am one of the most unknown house captains in my school. Most of the other captains are either really good at a sport, medalists, or state players of any sport. Me? Well, I'm nothing. I have nothing and I can do nothing. Let's just say confidence isn't something very high for me at the moment. I told my dad I am going to run tomorrow despite the pain and stuff and he asked me why? I simply said, I had to lead by example. I am not all that good but I'm not giving up now. If i'm going down, I might as well go down with pride. I know i'm fighting a losing battle here. I'm the underdog here and I'd really hate myself if I don't give it my best. I'm just hours away from the run. If I could just say anything to my body, I'd say, "Lets do this!". *rawr!*

cyen/tristan - Watch over me Rocky, I believe in you. I've watched all your movies. =D