Comings and Goings

Life~

I am already used to people leaving and coming in my life. Its not always a bad thing that we have people leaving us and its not always a good thing to have new people coming into our lives. Many years back, I used to think that somethings last forever like Love, Friends, Memories and even individual traits. We live in a very very complicated world. To just stick to something or someone for too long just shows how naive one person can be.

I really do feel that things are getting more and more complicated for everyone. Even when we say its not that complicated, I guess its just a way of easing the pain or blocking out the negatives. Something like religion. Why do we choose to believe in something? To me religion inspires us to push a little harder and do better in whatever. Just like hope. Hope on the other hand, is just a distraction. Instead of putting everything we live for on hope, we should just be focused on what we want to achieve. If we are going to just sit and hope, nothing will be done.

I am writing this now, 1 a.m in the morning because I realized that I am losing friends but yet I am gaining new ones. Like I said, its not a good thing but its not all bad too. Honestly, I am a bit confused but things are just complicated sometimes and it gets even more complicated when we try to uncomplicate it.

To be honest, I don't think anyone gets what I'm going through. Some that do, you guys would probably say, "Why is he getting all so worked up for?". But I do believe everyone will eventually take this path in life, if its possible, you would never have to go through this path. No one will truly understand what I am going through. your lives are not perfect too, so I would never understand what kind of problems you go through but it would really be great if someone actually did.

cyen/tristan - having to wake up every morning, and be reminded over and over again how shitty life can be. i really just wished that you'd stop running away from the problem but if that is what you choose then there is just.. so little I could do.