Now?

Life~

It has finally ended. All the pressure and the hassle is over. No more exams, at least for now. STPM ended just 8 hours ago? Now, I have no idea what I should do anymore. I've always pictured my holidays to be filled with excitement and friends always calling me up to hang out but really at the moment, I can't see that.

The things that I have always wanted, has once again eluded me. The ship that I wanted board years ago, had already set sailed the day I had to make a choice. If only I could go back to that day and remake my decisions. Now that the ship has sailed, I still stand by the docks waiting for it to come back for me.

Schools over, I like the freedom and I think I am going to enjoy it but it would really be great if I could enjoy it with someone. Another lonely Christmas, another lonely night. Theres no point looking back, so theres no point standing on the pier, by now the ship has already forgotten about me.

cyen/tristan - forward?