I Was a Drifter

Life~

I've said it over, and over again. Nobody wants to hear bout it anymore but I'll just repeat it just this one last time. Last year was shite when I found out that I was double-crossed, lied to and neglected. Hey, I am a sensitive guy so yeah it sucks! So after that, I chose to be the bigger man and just forget about all that. Its not easy of course. Everywhere I go or anyone I talk to, reminds me of what had happened. It was a difficult period of my life but I was glad that I did not have any big responsibilities at that time. STPM was over and all I had to do was just to wait for my results. Came results day, I got 2 As and 2 Bs. I was pleased, it was exactly what I aimed for. That was the first sign of the good things that were about to come. =D

Love. I hated talking bout it. I was one of those "nice guys" that could never find a break or someone to lean on. I was the type of guy where people come to me for help but when everything is going great for them, they just leave me. I'm cool with that. I used to expect something in return but eventually I was used to it and did not expect anything anymore.

Then I met this girl. She was, a mess I have to admit. Haha! If you're reading this, I mean what I said in a good way kay. She needed to be rescued. She was trapped in a whirlwind of emotions. I went through that phase before but of course they were not the same, but still a whirlwind nonetheless. We spoke, laughed and even had some sad moments. After months of getting to know her a bit more, I started to feel something I have not felt for a very VERY long time.

I have not done this in a long time too, writing about a girl. Haha, the last time I did that, umm..well it didnt turn out so well. Haha but that was many years ago. So okay, this girl. She is the sweetest thing I've ever seen. Her smile is sho shweet. Her hair looks adorable! Well, she changed it recently but still its as cute as ever. Lol. *coughs*. Okay, that was rather childish don't you think?

Anyways, this girl. She is really great and I am just glad with what we are right now. We are not rushing into things so its good for both of us. Both of us have our things to do and plans to complete so there is really no point going official or anything of that sort. She is an awesome companion and I dare say I am the same to her. Hehe.

I was a drifter. I wandered around looking for somewhere to belong and thanks to this wonderful girl, I can finally put my drifting days to bed. With her hand stretched out to mine, I just cant wait to grab hold of it and never let go. =)

cyen/tristan - is this it? I sure hope so.