In my previous post, it was clear that I was not in a happy mood but I think it is fair to say that, life still goes on. I was asked to let it go and forget what had happened. It is hard but I will do my best, after all, we can never always dwell in the past. It will consume me if I continue on like this. I now have a much better life to be honest. A year ago, I had an excuse to be angry and sad but now, I need to just move on.
Well, things are not exactly that great yet. Yes I got into the National University of Singapore but there is always a void in my heart that needs filling. I have found someone to do that but lately, there has been difficulties I suppose. It is depressing sometimes to not be able to be there and do the things only I am allowed to think about. The thought of wrapping my arms around that sweet girl is merely, still a fantasy. I know I shouldn't but the human heart works in ways, even the mind cannot control. But nonetheless, I hate it when I feel powerless, like everything is not in my control. I wish I could do more. I wish I could stop this dream from ending.
There has been positives still this week. Whenever I am troubled in life, I turn to the one thing that always keeps my spirits up; Football, but of course with my lucky charm with me that night, the win was inevitable. =)
Tottenham Hotspurs were to play Manchester City on Thursday morning. It was a pivotal match, with everything at stake. Our great season counts for nothing if we had not won the game. It took 82 minutes for us to finally take the lead in the game. The wait was finally over. I supported Spurs back when I was still a little boy. Now that I am finally going to University, the club I have supported for almost 10 years now, is in the big leagues. We have made it. Its not gonna be easy but its a start. We are finally going to the Champions League!
From left : Crouch, Palacios, Dawson, King, Bale, Huddlestone, Pavlyuchenko, Modric
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